29F. Just had my first date this year, but have been played by nearly every guy I’ve ever talked to, or been with. Maybe it’d the autism, maybe it’s just my personality. Idk, I’ve never gotten an explanation as to why I’m not desired by men for anything more than sex.
I see people in new relationships pretty frequently. Me coworker, her fwb now wants to start dating her and see where things go. Mt close friend broke up with his bf, and now has a fwb just a few months later. No judgment at all I support friends living their lives and I want the best for them. Truly. I love them with all my heart. It’s just hard to not envy them. I mean, all my coworkers will spend lots of the day telling me about themselves (I listen happily). But when they ask me what’s going on in my life, the most I have to update them on is sims.
I genuinely don’t know how people get into so many relationships, especially frequently. Idk what to do. I left work early today (there were too many people scheduled so I volunteered) cause I can’t go another day listening to my coworker tell me how much this guy is head over heels for her.
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